Well after a night of nightmares I woke up feeling odd. Not like an itchy type of odd, more like I had to let something out, creativity was bouncing around my mind...
Now as for the creativity, what inspired the image puzzles me. I think it's main theme is fear but really I have no clue what it's deeper purpose is. I stared at it for a while and fear, journeys, an unending road of troubles is all I can think of. The root of it's inspiration I guess is fear but really I can't agree with this completely... Sure the unknown is a scary thing but I don't completely believe it is scary, I rather look at it as something to venture into, to go ahead and experience because fearing the unknown and not venturing forward will never allow you to experience new and better things. Fear isn't something that should control us, only power us forward because you should not let fear control you, it will slow you down or bring you to a stop, we should not even fear fear itself we should simply not allow it to enter our minds. Sure that seems impossible but it can be done, when fear enters our minds it is extremely hard to overcome it but once done you become extremely exhilarated and hyped up.
Well whatever your take on this image is its your call, I honestly can't grasp exactly how this image was inspired, I'm usually a positive person this comes to me with fear of returning to my anxiety and depressing self...Hopefully that day never returns again...I won't let it return... I enjoy my happiness and dread the days I used to wallow in fear, anger, depression, and upsetting moments, but if they return I will not know what to do, I can not even begin to think of those days again it is just simply not something I wish to do, it will hurt me way too much all those days I used to bottle up my depression...Never again, so far for around a year I've been happy and depression hasn't struck me so I will keep it up. Nothing will throw my mentality in the trash, I will persevere as I have continued to persevere any type of problems and depression risks....whatever I will manage as I have always have.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
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