[><><><><> Powerless Despair <><><><><]

Been a while since I wrote here but well here's another entry...

To me, for one to be powerless they allow it to happen... Everyone and anyone always has a choice to make a difference or change or just decide even. The power for us to have decisions, to have consequences, to have outcomes, to have changes, this allows us to never be powerless... If we ever find ourselves powerless it is only because we allow this to happen, we can in fact do anything we dedicate or set our minds to, it's just a matter of whether or not you're motivated, dedicated, inspired, and willing to go far enough and make the hard decisions or extreme circumstances...

I never feel like I'm powerless...only in struggle with myself. I understand that choice is my given right, but I also understand that I cannot make decisions based off of selfish desire and reason, people around you are affected by the choices you make, not as much as yourself but the affect still has an impact. Family, friends, couples, married partners, co-workers, peers, anyone and everyone around you can and most likely will be impacted by your decisions. It is just whether you yourself can accept the impact it will leave and allow yourself to deal with the repercussions later...

A decision cannot be made as well without weighing the consequences of your choice and action that follows your decision. We simply cannot ignore risk, ignore hurt, ignore trouble, ignorance is not something anyone should practice. Everyone must seek understanding, seek fact, and with this understand what circumstances and outcomes occur from their decisions...We cannot just abandon without thought, or think without wonder, and wonder without decide. Deciding on a choice is hard, problems occur no matter what the decision is, because it is the action that justifies your reason, and your action is what determines your outcome and risk.

Decisions aren't always made to go your way. A decision is something that has to be made, and cannot simply be post-pone as it more likely than always escalates the circumstances and risks involved. Whether or not we chose to have this happen, it is up to how much power we have to control the situation and outcomes that occur from your decisions...We always have a choice, a decision, and this allows us to never be powerless, but it is in times of despair where one cannot help but feel powerless, as their decisions and choices are limited to things they do not wish, but however must make...This despair is what makes power seem like weakness...and if we accept we are weak and give up....than that is a choice we have abandoned...we abandon ourselves, we abandon our hopes, we abandon our power....we abandon our chance...

To abandon something shows REAL powerlessness and even though it is caused by despair....we still allow this to happen....we always have a choice, a decision we can make to sway the outcome to our wants....only our dedication, motivation, and inspiration can turn despair into a time of power...power is not something we must abuse and demand....power is something everyone needs....a little power can go a long way with enough dedication....but to be denied power and than give up the power of choice...that is when you know you're in despair....and in times of despair you cannot allow yourself to give up...otherwise....you are POWERLESS...