Wednesday, December 16, 2009

^ ... Growing Up ... ^

Growing up is definately the only thing everyone in the world continues to learn how to do...

We never stop growing up, always learning from our actions, always gaining or losing from our experiences, always looking ahead and tackling the oncoming obstacles in our life.

Growing up isn't easy though...actually no one said it was easy, but a lot of people who have yet to experience hardship or trouble in their life can truly understand the extremities one must endure and face in order to grow. Going through life you always get the good and bad...some more than others in terms of the good, and vice versa for the bad but one thing remains constant no matter the experience we face...we grow up. Always one will learn from something, gain wisdom from experience, knowledge from seeking truth, and mainly grow up from understanding another piece of their life... Everyone grows up differently, from this their experiences will be different and their outcomes will be different, the life one has will be different from anothers, and this all stems from how they grow up...

A good student, attentive in school, obeys his parents, does not dare waver against societies standards, and strives for their best will most likely turn out to become a successful person who has a great focus on work in their later years of life. A bad student, couldn't care for school, disobeys parents, will risk going against societies orders, and procrastinate so much to have no care in the world, will likely turn out to be a dead beat...Not to say this is fact and will happen, their are exceptions and even so, people can still change their life for you see, the people in these situations can actually reverse roles...A good student could later on rebel against their tiresome and routine life and take a trip on the wild side, this would in turn take a dramatic change and cause them to make decisions they never usually would growing up, but it is the cause of how they grew up that made them want a different style of living. Same for the bad student, eventually having a trouble filled life later on will cause them to straighten up and become harder workers, dedicated people, who now better understand things because of their position on the other side...It's kinda like the whole "who better to catch criminal, than a criminal?" have to be in the shoes of the bad to understand how much it is better to be good, and vice versa...

Anyway growing up is something we all do...I have a tonne of growing up to do still, actually I look forward to it as well...That way ill be able to take a trip down the wild side more often ;) HAHA

Saturday, December 12, 2009

[><><><><> Powerless Despair <><><><><]

Been a while since I wrote here but well here's another entry...

To me, for one to be powerless they allow it to happen... Everyone and anyone always has a choice to make a difference or change or just decide even. The power for us to have decisions, to have consequences, to have outcomes, to have changes, this allows us to never be powerless... If we ever find ourselves powerless it is only because we allow this to happen, we can in fact do anything we dedicate or set our minds to, it's just a matter of whether or not you're motivated, dedicated, inspired, and willing to go far enough and make the hard decisions or extreme circumstances...

I never feel like I'm powerless...only in struggle with myself. I understand that choice is my given right, but I also understand that I cannot make decisions based off of selfish desire and reason, people around you are affected by the choices you make, not as much as yourself but the affect still has an impact. Family, friends, couples, married partners, co-workers, peers, anyone and everyone around you can and most likely will be impacted by your decisions. It is just whether you yourself can accept the impact it will leave and allow yourself to deal with the repercussions later...

A decision cannot be made as well without weighing the consequences of your choice and action that follows your decision. We simply cannot ignore risk, ignore hurt, ignore trouble, ignorance is not something anyone should practice. Everyone must seek understanding, seek fact, and with this understand what circumstances and outcomes occur from their decisions...We cannot just abandon without thought, or think without wonder, and wonder without decide. Deciding on a choice is hard, problems occur no matter what the decision is, because it is the action that justifies your reason, and your action is what determines your outcome and risk.

Decisions aren't always made to go your way. A decision is something that has to be made, and cannot simply be post-pone as it more likely than always escalates the circumstances and risks involved. Whether or not we chose to have this happen, it is up to how much power we have to control the situation and outcomes that occur from your decisions...We always have a choice, a decision, and this allows us to never be powerless, but it is in times of despair where one cannot help but feel powerless, as their decisions and choices are limited to things they do not wish, but however must make...This despair is what makes power seem like weakness...and if we accept we are weak and give up....than that is a choice we have abandoned...we abandon ourselves, we abandon our hopes, we abandon our power....we abandon our chance...

To abandon something shows REAL powerlessness and even though it is caused by despair....we still allow this to happen....we always have a choice, a decision we can make to sway the outcome to our wants....only our dedication, motivation, and inspiration can turn despair into a time of power...power is not something we must abuse and demand....power is something everyone needs....a little power can go a long way with enough dedication....but to be denied power and than give up the power of choice...that is when you know you're in despair....and in times of despair you cannot allow yourself to give up...otherwise....you are POWERLESS...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

/...I Hate...\

Now let's see, I could spout off a huge amount of things I hate, anyone could...Everyone uses the phrase "I hate..." a lot, but there are certain things a person never stops hating...

For me, it's liars, fakes, and morons. There is a lot of them around and everyone probably knows one, they just don't know it yet because their being fake, or maybe you've been hurt by a fake before?

Lying is a thing everyone does, fact is I don't hate lying, people only lie when they have a good reason or because it's hard for them to open up to another person, like you can't talk about being raped or killing someone on a first date can you?? However there's a difference, liars are people who just don't stop, and their only reason is to cover up the pathetic excuse of a person they really are... It sickens me how people can go and lie constantly to someone's face, you just can't justify it, being shy nor is embarrassment an excuse, if it's that hard just simply say it's hard, no need to create a farfetch'd lie about it.

Fakes. They are the lowest of people and are usually the creation of their lies, so they are also same league as liars. They're people who simply just go and copy others or pretend to be something they're not. They compare themselves with others, than try and emulate them creating a mirage of who they are...These people I hate and the lot of them need to go and grow up, being fake is the worst, it just causes trouble for everyone and can be dangerous to the unsuspecting person who believes in these fake images.

Morons, well they're morons, people who are just uneducated, misunderstood idiots who have nothing better to do than just continue their journey into idiocy and ignorance. These are people who will not learn or seek fact and truth, they are people who sit there, claim they're superiority through false knowledge or false beliefs and upon being shown truth or fact, reject it and continue to claim their selves as superior. A moron simply put is an ignorant, idiotic and uneducated person, who cannot understand fact from fiction nor learn it.

That all said and done I'd just like to end with the fact that Leah Dizon & Misa Campo are HOT! HAHA XD
If they're fake...well I could not give a hell because they are good enough already as a fantasy, reality would make them all the better haha =D


BG I made =)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

_|_ Censorship...We Don't Need It _|_

Question.
Well... censorship...do we need it?
a) Yes
b) No
c) Huh?? What's that??

          For those that chose 'a' they should die, and as for those that chose 'c' well go look up the word and come back and re answer because than none of this post will make sense to you...Anyway we DON'T need censorship, but not only that, we also DON'T want it... The only people that want censorship are old farts who sit there complaining about how their children are being introduced to violence, sex, drugs, and controversy without even doing something about it themselves, so they just decide to blame something and hope the responsibility will go away...

          Lets start on the main topic...the internet. For those who go to school, you'll realise how boring class is when the internet is filtered. So than imagine that even after school... YOUR NET IS BEING FILTERED BY SOMEONE ELSE... how fucked up is that? what business does anyone else have with:
a) your privacy
b) your business
and
c) your internet...

          If we were to get technical into an extreme view... the internet should be free as it is like a library...to use the libraries books is free of charge, to use this information and learn it is for free...but the internet is like a HUMUNGOUS library of information...but this is off topic. Not only this but this filter not only blocks and blacklists certain sites...it'll slow down the internet by OVER 80% of it's potential speed. Australia's net is slow enough as it fucking is, to have a garbage filter and slower net...why? Onto the next point, the government to implement this UNWANTED filter, he will be charging the tax payers (I'm not one but the point being) the people who don't want to pay for this have to despite they don't want it...I know I don't like paying for things I don't like.

          Anyway the point is if the internet gets censored you can imagine having fun on google looking up english textbooks and maths homework or crummy board of studies forums...and I can't even do that since I don't need that stuff anymore...finished from school.

          Now onto the next matter, video games. In all honesty can you say video games need censoring? And if so why? Why is it a movie filled with sex, drugs, extreme gore and violence is allowed and yet a video game with not even more than 1 of the 3 things mentioned is banned immediately or forced editing if it is to be permitted. Don't give me the whole bullshit "oh but your the one acting out the stuff in a game" ... what so if I steal a car in GTA am I gonna go and steal a car in real life when I need to get to the store? It's stupid...and the man I wish great misfortune for his life is a man called Jack Thompson... A Motherfucking old fart who thinks video games are the cause of teenage violence...pathetic with a capital FUCK YOU Jack Thompson... I will not argue my point...let this video prove everything.

          Anyway if you saw Facebook... I ranted about this... so this is it vented out...bit too late but yeah have a bit more left in me =P
PS. Sorry bout the video...blog doesn't let it load properly -.- ... so just download it in the top of the video box or just search the title "Penn & Teller : Bullshit + Video Games"

Thursday, November 12, 2009

::|?|:: The Internet....What Would We Do Without It ::|?|::

Now here's a thought, what we do without it? Well live better for one, actually nope, we'd live healthier and more fit but less convenient. Like I noticed when I was watching TV that I brought my laptop into the room just to check the usual routine, Facebook, E-mail, MSN, PSP/PS3 news, illegal download sites for stuff like games and crap =P

I really can't go without the internet, and I'm sure everyone in the world can't live without the internet (the Amish don't count they're just scared of the porn sites =P that's why they don't use the net XD) and well frankly it's gonna get worse. Like a drug like caffeine the more it's relied on, the more dependent we become of it, and at times when we don't have a supply we go nuts and cease to operate normally, we're lost. I once went 1 day with my net not working and I went spastic...I was wondering the house lost, my computer was pointless.

But than there's the upside, like free communication with friends, not that fukken rip off shit phones charge you, a 5 hour long convo in MSN costs you $0, whereas have the same convo over the phone or text messaging...well u might as well have used that money to buy a new phone. Plus online communities, they're helpful at times and at others sad to watch people bash and abuse people who are 1000's of miles away from each other making empty threats...it's pathetic but yeah what can you do, internet allows this =P

Anyway I'll keep this short, the internet is the most valued thing in our world, without it we'd really be lost or at least slower than we are =P
Just look at this video, shows you what our world is heading for, now I definitely can't wait for our world to become this advanced =)

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-GB&playlist=videoByUuids:uuids:a517b260-bb6b-48b9-87ac-8e2743a28ec5&showPlaylist=true&from=shared" target="_new" title="Future Vision Montage">Video: Future Vision Montage</a>